Old
Testament Christianity
I have had the privilege over the
past 35 years of being involved to
various degrees in a variety of Christian churches - both 'Protestant'
and Roman Catholic, 'Evangelical', 'Pentecostal', and several home
fellowship groups.
Looking back prayerfully, I noticed
that the vast majority of teachings
that I have seen and heard come either from the Old Testament of the
Christian Bible, or from the Epistles of the New Testament, but hardly
ever from the Gospels of Jesus. I am indebted to Hamilton
and Helena Filmalter, who visited my hometown several years ago, for
pointing this phenomenon out,
and for suggesting that followers
of Jesus should be learning primarily what Jesus taught and did as
recorded in the Christian Gospels rather than learning secondary
information from the Old Testament and the New Testament Epistles.
I believe that the reason that
Christian leaders tend toward the Old
Testament and Epistles and avoid the Gospels is because the Gospels cut
to the heart of God's message and are spiritually discerned, while the
Old Testament and Epistles contain only secondary information which
needs to be interpreted from the Gospel perspective in order to be
validly used. The Bible can be academically learned, but the
truth and heart of God's message to us can only be spiritually
discerned. That, I believe, is why the Lord chose a bunch of
fishermen rather than academics as His first disciples.
I find an interesting passage in
Hebrews 5:11-14:
Heb 5:11-14
Concerning this
[Melchisidek or Jesus] we have much to say and it is difficult to
explain, since you have become sluggish in hearing. For indeed,
although you ought to be teachers [by this time], you have need of
someone to teach you again the beginning elements of the oracles of
God, and [you have need of] milk, not solid food. For everyone who
partakes of milk is unacquainted with the message of righteousness,
because he is an infant. But solid food is for the mature, who because
of practice have trained their faculties for the distinguishing of both
good and evil.
I believe that the truth that we tend
to become dull of hearing
applies to every person, and can only be avoided by trusting Jesus to
keep us in tune with our Heavenly Father by reminding us to deny
ourselves, take up our crosses and accompanying Him wherever He wants
to take us. I do not believe that any of us has the capacity to
accomplish this without relying on Jesus, by abiding in Him, and by
learning to live out of our hearts rather than by our understanding.
One of the benefits I obtained when I
was told at the time of my
conversion to Jesus was that my whole life was one big sin because I
was living for myself and not for God was that I was brought to
brokenness and contrition right away, and did not have any confidence
in my own abilities at all, so I was able to begin learning to rely on
Jesus alone as soon as I received Him as Savior and Lord. Others
who have not had the benefit of what I call 'having my crutches kicked
out from under me so that I came crashing down under the weight of my
sins and self-righeousness' tend to try to rely on their own abilities,
and end up a little better off than if they were unrepentant sinners,
but not experiencing the life of God which only flows through those who
abide in Jesus and do not trust in their own abilities or righteousness
or understanding.
Eventually I read the following
passage, and although it reflected the
frustration of what we experience, it did not give a concrete remedy
for the confusion and frustration which many experience:
Rom 7:18-25
For I know that good
does not live in me, that is, in my flesh. For the willing is present
in me, but the doing of the good is not. For the good that I want to
do, I do not do, but the evil that I do not want to do, this I do. But
if what I do not want to do, this I am doing, I am no longer the one
doing it, but sin that lives in me. Consequently, I find the principle
with me, the one who wants to do good, that evil is present with me.
For I joyfully agree with the law of God in my inner person, but I
observe another law in my members, at war with the law of my mind and
making me captive to the law of sin that exists in my members. Wretched
man that I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to
God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself with my mind am
enslaved to the law of God, but with my flesh I am enslaved to the law
of sin.
Yes, God is able to deliver us from
our 'body of death' - which I
understand to be our life outside of Christ based on our self-will,
self-righteousness and self-control. But how does one get Him to
do this?
It was only when the Lord told me to
pray that He would release the
power of His Cross and Resurrection in my life that I got the
breakthrough I needed. Then I was able to join the apostle Paul
in thanking God through Jesus Christ our Lord for His inexpressible
gift!!!
His work in me continues in ways that
I cannot foresee, and there are
no doubt more breakthroughs needed, but I hope that I can encourage
you, dear reader, by my testimony of life in Christ so far!